Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Where'd you put my laser pointer, Bart?
V
oice: "Will the revolution be blogged?"
All the people: "Hell yeah!"
Got that out the way. It's been said a time or two--it won't be blogged, it will be blogged, it won't be blogged--so many daisy petals, so few revolutions. I'm wanting to talk shop here, talk pedagogy tonight, but I'm in the midst of a set of mini-essays from humanities on Geertz' Balinese cockfight and the notion of common ground. Sore eyes. A few loose ends of prep for Thursday a.m.
About that: we're using the EN106 blog this week as a note-sharing space. I'm using all of the links from TWiaOW for the Point/PowerPoint sequence and then some. We're basically reading the issue of efficiency in poorly conceived slide shows--the rationing of language brought on by bullet points with the ever-popular PP program. We're also using the sequence as a way to talk about the articles and information credibility, especially as it applies to blog entries. Here are the links from the PPT sequence, in case anyone is interested in how the popular business software continues to get attention (and not because it's in the biggest letters, as BULLET POINT A):
PowerPoint
Makes You Dumb, New York Times
(free subscription)
PowerPoint ReMix,
Aaron Swartz: The Weblog
ET on Columbia
Evidence—Analysis of Key Slide
Turning
Heads With PowerPoint, Wired News
PowerPoint
Is Evil, Wired
Learning
to Love PowerPoint, Wired
The
Level of Discourse Continues to Slide, New York Times(PDF)
Absolute
PowerPoint, New Yorker
Here are a few others I've added:
Bullet Points may be Dangerous, But Don't Blame PowerPoint, Presentations.com
Don't Blame the Tool - Reader Responses, Presentations.com
To Avoid the Perils of PowerPoint, take a kid's-eye view, Presentations.com
PowerPoint has Always been the Point, Presentations.com
Can This Off-Site
Be Saved, Fast Company
Honestly, this list serves a second purpose. I want to be able to send it any time I receive a PowerPoint show that would work better as a traditionally formatted page. Since I started thinking about this sequence, my inflow of PowerPoint shows at work is at an all time high. Maybe PowerPoint is soo powerful that the mounting of critiques creates some kind of karmic vacuum--PowerPoint skepticism met cosmically by a surge of colorfully-themed shows rushed to the doubter's inbox. Two shows were sent my way in the past week. One was a self-evaluation for whether or not you (dear reader) would be a fit candidate for teaching courses online. (Slide One: Are you technically proficient with checking email?) The other involves staff encounters with media--how to talk to reporters. (Slide Fourteen: 1. Speak in short, concise sentences. There is no such thing as "off the record.") Time for an analysis likening PowerPoint to The Blob. Seriously.
I've got to get back to finishing touches on my night's work (which, sorry to say, blog, ain't this). But I wanted to plant another seed about divergent uses for blogs in teaching composition. I've been following the discussions about the ways blogs hinge on concomitant reading and writing (via here and here) and also about the way blogs might be put to fairly limited uses by some composition teachers (here). I can't say that I'm addressing all or any of those important concerns in this entry, but I am happy to chronicle my own discovery and rediscovering this semester of the social dimension of blogs. Blogs turn narrow conceptions of reading and writing as private, independent, and isolationist upside down in favor of an extracurricular literacy network--a connected arena of extraspatial (beyond the walls we meet between) contact and community. And, of course, there's more to it than I can plow through just now in the interest of convening tomorrow as a potentially jubilant day. But I want to note the latest activity I'm toying with--a kind of bum-rush annotated bibliography via course blog--and say that I'm not sure how I would have done it better before blogs converged with my teaching. In short, students in teams (two to an article) are writing summative paragraphs for the first six articles from the set listed above. We'll review the notes as a group next Tuesday, talk about ways the sources might contribute to their upcoming essay projects and so on. Setting a category and enabling a simple search makes it possible for students to access and share work they've done outside of class time. Admittedly, this is my first semester teaching with a weblog, so I can't be sure what will happen. I suppose that's what we could use--a record of best practices, if only anecdotal evidence, of the many ways weblogs are growing the possibilities for invigorating pedagogy.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Bi-state
T wo looks from a short walk on Sunday. Across Riss Lake and University buildings to the Missouri River valley and a Kansas ridge.

Missouri underfoot: in-yard biodiversity.

Please Let It Be the Placebo
W ell, now, don't you look like a biomedical opportunist? Dragging through the Academic Underground today, I was solicited to be a part of a research study.
Between the ages of 18-35? Not much rounder than the average bear? Swimming against the current of inevitable financial distress? Earn $550 for five one-hour visits over a one month period!
No. I'm not interested. Biomed research at its body-preying finest. I know they've resources aplenty, and experimental medical research demands observable subjects. So why am I disturbed? 1. The recruiters lead with money. Recruiter: Couldn't you think of anything to spend $550 on? Me: Sure. CCCC. But that was last week, and all the fine comp bloggers have dispersed the conference far and wide, floating notes and observations like so many generous leaflets into the blog-blowing wind. 2. The presence of the recruiters is University sanctioned. My read: the corporatization of the University given to physical intrusion. I don't know what is exchanged, what the University gets, that is, for allowing the recruiters on campus. Must be something. Or is it seen as a fair, prudent trade: $550 for experimental license. The proposal situates students (and, heck, anyone who strolls past the table) as a bodily subject, an organism, rather than an intellectual subject. Maybe that's my personal aversion, the chafe I'm feeling: the absence of a pedagogical ethic centered on the student.
I know this is a jaded entry; medical progress hinges on experimentation. We've many fine enhancements in this life due to medical progress. But the experimental arrangement isn't as explicit as the financial reward for consenting. The experiment is shrouded in a puff of fiduciary glitter. So maybe that's all there is to it. I want it to be done differently. If you must exploit the hallway traffic of financially strapped students, pitch the research on the merits of the project, introduce it as experimental research, rather than teasing, "Hey, you want to make 550 clams?". But that'd be bad for recruiting, which means that it won't happen this week or next, and so I'll quiet for now.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Reason #153: Blogging is Safer than Grill Repair
F irst signs of spring include firing up the grill and contemplating an oil change and point by point inspection of the lawn mower. I did both today, firing and contemplating. The firing was inspired when D. returned from the market with bratwurst; the contemplating was brought on by the incredibly rapid growth of purple-flowered weed sprigs overtaking the lawn. Creeping bellflowers? Hell, I don't know what. But they're tall and pleading to be cut soon.
The Thermos Millennium gas grill is approaching its fifth birthday. I spend the better part of Easter Sunday, 1999, with my brother-in-law (well, he wasn't my bro-in-law then, but he is now) matching up sprockets, force-fitting parts and having an altogether bad time of piecing it together. It's named Millennium, but I don't think it will last more than another year or two, and certainly no more than three. Just last week I replaced a couple of bolts holding one of the gas-regulator dials on; today, it was the igniter dangling by a wire beneath the grease-caked underbelly. Tough to get at. Tough to fix. The igniter end is basically a spark plug--a ceramic separator creates a space for the friction-generated voltage to arc. The arc lights the propane. Burnt meat. With the igniter end dangling beneath the grill, I wasn't sure what to do. So I found a spot that looked like it might serve as a shelf to introduce the spark to the gas and propped it there. But I had doubts that the igniter was working, so I popped the ignite button and absorbed one shock. 15 volts? 20? It was working; we were well on our way to the first brats of 2004. Well on our way.
The shock absorption and my reporting of it to you via EWM warrants a bit of explaining. More than a few academic bloggers I read (more conveniently with the assistance of Mozilla Firefox's Aggreg8, which I'm learning to love) have been questioning the vexed relationship between their weblogs and their scholarship. I consider myself to be more of an academic fringe-straddler, one whose life is spread out in ways that conflate academic interests with a less neatly intellectualized workaday life. But I, too, wish for EWM to serve more than a writing habit of convenience, to do more than chronicle day to day ironies, the flush and flex of life. I like the way the blog becomes a storehouse for contingent issues and ideas; its utility is multifarious: writing habit, public engagement, free-to-explore think space, platform, social forum, experimental lab, diary-journal, unruly zone for discursive play. All of this will be worth returning to in the years ahead. I'm sure of it.
You're thinking it was more than 15 volts, eh? Well, actually, the shock is significant because I plied through 80 pages of Obedience to Authority today, and Stanley Milgram's study was all about the willingness of a subject to expose a learner to voltage-shocks, escalating with each incorrect answer and commanded by an authoritative experimenter. I don't want to leave behind the idea of agentic shift as a rhetorical event, especially as it manifests through deference to technology in the guise of authority. My notes are still messy, and I'm just now chomping through the theoretically tastiest one-third of Milgram's book, but I am seeing connections, seeing needs for differentiation and refinement in terms, seeing lots of ways agentic shift can serve as a descriptive apparatus in composition and rhetoric. [situation is a locus of action, opposition to authority, agentic state, peer rebellion, cybernetics, conscience and tensional system of the individual, authority communicates itself, constancy of authority system, surveillance-panopticon iterations *Bentham/Foucault*, Berlin's noetic field]. I will flesh out those visions here, just as soon as I get my notes in order. That, too, is what the weblog does for me. It's ever-present, bringing me to the edge of the reading chair, excited and interested because my mind feels as if it is wrapped in one of those, "I'm blogging this" t-shirts. The constancy of weblogging potential while reading is invigorating.
This brings me to one other out there prospect for EWM. In the weeks ahead, I have slotted the return of Cross-Talk in Comp Theory and The Braddock Essays to my reading list (when does a list grow into something too big to call a list?). Brush-up reads to lubricate(!) the merge into a doctoral program in the fall. So hold me to that; hold me to the promise of bringing notes (even brief summative jottings) from those fine essays into this space. I know, lubricate sounds smartass, but it reminds me of my big brother who is an adhesives chemist working and living in Detroit. He called today from his cell phone while driving to Toronto where he was heading to troubleshoot something (likely) to do with robotic arms and glue distribution. J. and I have a terrific relationship; today he said he called because he had spare weekend minutes. And I want to come back to that, also--agency in the communicative act, deference to commodified time as it correlates to telephony and telegraphy. But not now. The Practice is on the tube.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Mechanical Memory
I t's been a lousy tech day, as tech days go. Either that or I've been face to face with the monitor for too long. Started at the office earlier--last indoor home event of the year. Ph. went along because he enjoys the games, whereas I'm obliged to be there--it's work. While the VB match was playing out, I was, once again, in my boxy workspace, plunking away. I was trying to figure out how to customize the sanitize feature in Movable Type. Seemed easy enough. I wanted to post a comment yesterday with a couple of pictures, but when I went to post them, MT scrubbed the img src tags out of the code. Thus, no pictures.
So I ransacked the support forum, searched and searched. Came away with some stuff about the .cfg file, how to pull it onto my hard drive as an ASCII file where I could muss the code, FTP it back home again. Presto! Didn't work. No changes, even after rebuilding EWM, top to bottom. I wasted an hour trying to figure it out. I even considered switching the MTCommentbody and MTCommentpreview tags to version with sanitize exceptions, as in mtcommentbody sanitize="approved tags here">. In the end, it was much easier. There's an override feature under one of the configuration tabs. Dumped in the tags I wanted to protect from the sanitation crew; pics appeared perfectly.
But the day wasn't over. Not even close. As soon as I went to the arena floor, both security officers pointed out to me that there was water dripping on the hardwood. Uh...where's that coming from? See, it's a dome, a rounded ceiling (which is also the wall). At first--when the building was puffed up four years ago--it was an inflated pocket, kind of like a balloon, ultra thin. The construction crews regulated the air pressure, keeping it blown up while they worked inside, spraying the inner walls with a fast-drying shot-crete, rather like gunnite. Day by day they layered the inside of the air-supported dome, layering a thick shell and fortifying a magnificent dome. I don't know if the dome has a crack in it or if the skylight is leaking. I only know that it's been raining a lot today, and at work, there was water trickling on the inside. Can't fix what you can't find. I was chomping a piece of Trident Original just for leaky-roof crises, but we couldn't hone in on the origin.
Ph. and I left the gym and hustled to North Kansas City. Petco or Petsmart? Some kind of pet shop. He needed a new bag of Aspen pellets for his Russian tortoise. The tortoise was a Christmas present. We already have an aged dog, Max, so we wanted something for Ph. that wouldn't seem spry so as to upset Max's senior years. A Russian tortoise is a perfect pet. It (what, gender?) only needs water once a month, it maws on lettuce or raisins or whatever, it doesn't make any noise, and it's content in the yard, just walking *slowly* around. Max, who, as I said, exhibits signs of aging, doesn't notice the tortoise; the tortoise doesn't notice him. Flawless compatibility.
This evening, I was cutting and pasting html into the courseware interface for into to humanities, reworking a few things, and touching up a prompt for one of the weekly writing assignments. One part of the course is a weekly exploration--a 1-2 page mini-essay responding to issues in the reading or in the course links. Students have five chances to complete three during the eight-week term. I feel compelled to switch up the exploration prompts from time to time because, now that I've taught the course four or five terms, I get this uncanny sense that I'm reading stuff I've read before. I'm finding that there's really nothing to guard against a student in one term copying the full texts of all course exchanges (threaded dialogue, other students' assignments, and so on), then passing it along to a student in a subsequent term. This can, of course, happen in face to face contexts, too. And it does. But in online courses, where all interchanges take shape in writing, the full platter is captured. It's different every term, but there is no course beyond the texts that are produced during it--all of which can be archived, copied and shared. Good reasons for turning things over.
My variation this afternoon and evening was to put together a prompt that invited students to think about the points of contact between Simon Frith's essay "The Voice," which we come at through Ways of Reading, and Hit Song Science (via Collin vs. Blog). I wrote a masterful prompt about HSS and listening habits, about the measurable qualities of a song and what it means to quantify our tastes. And I usually don't refer to anything I've done as masterful, but at the moment Windows XP locked me (not responding) away from my work, it seemed ever more brilliant and irreplaceable. No, of course you can't tell I'm crying! Inside, at least. I worked for almost two hours on the whole lot (which included some other general course updates). Lost to a lockup. You know that sinking feeling? I don't lose stuff often, but I was doing some screwy copy and past, then edit routine which left me, well, without the better chunk of my work from the late afternoon. I slunk back to it after a reset and sweated out a much less impressive version of the prompt. It'll have to do.
Friday, March 26, 2004
Pick Up Your Feet
O
kay, so I downloaded the Stumbleupon toolbar, filled out a profile, personalized
the algorithm using a series of thumbsups and thumbsdowns, then set off,
scuffle-shuffling through the web space, one misstep at a time.
Upside? I found this.
Bizarre and cool. Low moment? Barbara
Streisand's blog popped up. I could have done without that. My early
resolve: Stumble is fascinating, oddly engrossing. But I haven't figured
out the social dimension--the searches by like-minded association. I'm
resistant to the idea that I can codify my searches in ways that might be
useful to other people.
Update, 9:02 p.m.: Rethinking my musical aptitude. Got these kats techno-bobbin'! Best combo is 5-6-C-B (five beats between).
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Thursday: Bevy o' Links
W hy do they call it March Madness? Well, here's a traditional-historical explanation. For me, 1.) it's March, and 2.) I'm mad because CBS' eye just blinked over to St. Joseph's-Wake Forest, abandoning the better game in Phoenix where the good SU Orange are grappling with Alabama, down 29-24. What? Wake Forest and St. Joseph's are more regionally relevant in Kansas City? C'mon.
Getting very very different reports from C's in San Antonio. I'm still trying to figure out how Collin got the margarita glass to pose for the photo. (Gratitude to all the bloggers opening the conference, capturing its full grandeur).
LitraCon: Luminance and hope for anyone stuck in a windowless, basement office [via join-the-dots]. It's not glass block, exactly; quite a concept though. Should we be worried that walls will be invisible? Moves toward paperless, mobile tech, and invisibility got me trembling about finding my way around. In a few years, I'll be able to drape one of these over my confused and disoriented.
Web search by social-subjective association: Stumbleupon:
We are a community-based, word-of-mouth approach to websurfing – pages you "stumble upon" come from like-minded people who share your interests. Add the Toolbar, choose some topics and click Stumble! You'll meet people who like your favorite sites as you discover the best of the web.
I'll have to give this a try one of these days. Kinda like web searching with a posse. Only that bit about like-minded people. Humdy-dum. And what exactly is the winding green thingy in the logo? A rope? A tentacle? Jill's just beginning to try it out. [via jill/txt]
Collaborative Commenting
E arlier this week, D. mentioned that she was writing comments on her second graders' third quarter report cards. They'd already been commented upon once by the primary teacher, D.'s coordinating teacher for student-teaching this spring. She said she was reluctant to add a tier of comments that could be read in contrast to the first (more authoritative) set. In other words, the team dynamic for commenting gave her the sense that she needed to echo the first set of comments to avoid confusion or, at the very least, discursive tension (read by the students and by parents of the students). Recent exchanges on the WPA-list brought up the suggestion of rediscovering the joy in responding to student writing (countering the prevailing clamor about responding and grading as an unfortunate burden). Is it one of the few areas in comp studies where collaborative models haven't been considered, explored, and so on? I know that many arrangements for peer response advocate a layered system where drafts enjoy multiple assessments from multiple students. And in such schemes the yoke of authority is by and large thrown off since most students don't conceive of each other as authoritative (expert) readers. Anyway, D's comments made me think about what's woven into a collaborative commenting dynamic when it's taken up by collegial professionals, and I couldn't think of many places (excepting advanced levels of study, theses, dissertations, exam committees) where teachers co-comment, mounting critique and inquiry on a common piece of student writing. I don't know if there's any promise in the possibilities here--obvious labor/time/capital constraints make it seem counterintuitive. But if we intend to reassert the joys (and importance) of response, shouldn't we also be able to articulate merits of variations involving collaboration in those efforts?
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
god, adequated
T he vehicle, god, as it turns up on U.S. currency, in public oaths and in the pledge of allegiance faces the tap-tap of the Supreme Court's gavel today. Self-declared atheist Michael Newdow has sued, not for damages, but for removal. Since the tenor of god rings variously in the pledge and elsewhere, summoning associations from The Omnipotent Creator to soul-force to the authority of the democratic state to George Burns at his cigar-dragging finest (did you see that one?), I think the Court could suggest a compromise: prefer the lower case. Without god in the pledge, what else could one nation be under? Mustn't it be under something (other than Canada)? Or is the state now above all else, supreme, global, ever-present?
If the lower case compromise doesn't work, perhaps we could move for a homophone such as gawd or ghad. Yeah, that'd be progress toward the philosophical differentiation. But what would it change? Meaning? God is on the dollar bill in my wallet, but it's not on my ATM card or monthly statement or paycheck receipt--all of which bear authority, currency, faith in shared value. And this is where I'll stop, since I'm not so much trying to play out anything insightful about the god debacle as I am trying to distract myself from not being in San Antonio for C's. *I will not think of C's. I will not think of C's.* Kvetch-blog, therapeutic. In all honesty, I was just trying to use a few interesting and new (for me) terms from Richards' chapter on metaphor: vehicle, tenor and adequated (as in, a metaphor deadened for carrying only one idea, at which moment it ceases to be a metaphor). If not for this blog, I would keep it all to myself.
Monday, March 22, 2004
The Loving Resistance Fighter
L ast chapter of Postman's Technopoly for class tomorrow. After that, 106ers are on to a series of articles about Powerpoint and the problems with tech-dazzle mesmerization, the rhetoric of blurb and bullet (adapted heavily from Traci Gardner and Nick Carbone at TWiaOW).
For the past day, I've been grinding over how to respond to an email from an instructor who teaches two sections of the online version of 106 I developed. Since I'm the developer, I field questions from the instructors of the various sections from time to time, doing what I can to tease out effective practices or, in some cases, return to the drawing board to tweak the curricular plan. Here's the note:
I made a small accommodation-change this past term, one which may be worth sharing. I required students to include their thesis statements right below the title – to help me with grading actually. I was amazed; only [a few] students [...] completed this task with some degree of competency; some did get better, but all-in-all it was an enlightening experience concerning these students.
Their inability to express what they meant to do was, of course, manifest in their essays. At least I had a clearer how-to-improve target.
Thanks, F.
The forces bearing on this predicament are considerable. The practice suggested by F. is not one I want to wrap my arms around in an affectionate bear-hug. But I think I understand why he's doing what he's doing (and although I paused before bringing this issue to EWM, I decided that I want to take up more issues related to teaching writing with a heavy dose of technological mediation). So here's why. One problem is that the institution has a rather flexible set of admissions standards for students who enroll via distance learning (from one of several campus centers). Not unlike Mina Shaughnessy's efforts with Open Admissions at CUNY, we are involved with an institution whose students vary tremendously in their confidence, preparedness and experience with writing before crossing over to the University's lower division courses. And it seems to be a more difficult enterprise (teaching as enterprise?) when we come at basic writing issues online, exclusively in writing. In this arrangement, we are hampered by the absence of oral discourse to lend succor and support to tenuous processes whose fulfillment depend on skillfulness with both print literacies and digital media. So it's tricky. And I can understand F.'s accommodation, although I will probably suggest something slightly different, something, perhaps, like having the student italicize the essay's central premise in context (which might mean locating it in one or two places, or more than one sentence). Insistence on perfect, one-line theses reminds me of the kind of reductive oversimplifications ideologically embedded in PowerPoint--the very roots of which are under heavy scrutiny for their failures in situations depending on nuanced, elaborate arguments and expositions. So, while there could be a fair amount of protracted debate about whether a FY writing classroom (be it online, even) is the place for nuanced, elaborate, subtle, sophisticated arguments and expositions more than their formulaic counterparts (five-paragraph, etc.), I almost always prefer the complex to the simple on this score. Something about floating a one-line thesis statement to the front, slotting it like an epigraph atop the lead page troubles me for the way it privileges that one line and diminishes the sorting out and wrangling that is the better body of the written attempt. And, of course, this could be a gross oversimplification of the problem.
So how would you respond to the email pasted here? What do you think of the practice of migrating the thesis to the top, floating it like so much balsam to the murky water's edge?
On Spotless Mind and 815.9 Miles
E ternal Sunshine is memorable, worthwhile, interesting. I made the mistake of reading a review before seeing it; the review warned me that I wouldn't like the ending. Why? Still don't know. Whatever the case, you might enjoy the movie more if you don't read much about it or over-study it, like I did. It's okay to stop reading this entry if you haven't seen the movie yet.
Reasons for disappointment: 1. instances of comedic, face-making Jim Carrey (esp. as an adult in the smallish body under table, bathing in the sink. Two or three scenes cheapened the movie's smarts, interjected tee-hee breaks like commercial interruptions for popular Carrey unbefitting his character, Joel. 2. The broken chronology depended on the recoloring of Winslet's hair for sequencing. So that seemed more a feature of the film's need for easy reconstruction than a convincing side of Clementine's person. 3. Slippery logic. Where was the place Joel saw himself strapped in the clinic's chair? Was that a real place or a remembered place? Why, then, did they end up in his apartment to complete the erasure? Is the in-office scan preliminary? There was, after all, an older woman being scanned (tearing up, remember?) when Carrey visited the clinic the second time.
Reasons to see it: 1. Provocative premise on social memory, the value of forgetting, the role of language in recollection and recognition. It made me want to go back and listen to Schooler and Gopnik's talks (which are built into the disability studies sequence of the online curriculum I put together for EN106). 2. Sassy Kate Winslet in an orange sweatshirt frolicking on a snowy Long Island beach with Carrey's character. 3. Cool special effects: the crumbling house, putty-melt faces, textless gloss of human memory whilst erasing.
So, I would recommend it, lumping it with only slight criticism in the same category as Kaufman's more impressive (IMHO) Being John Malkovich and, for its make-ya-think chrono-flux, Inarritu's Amores Perros.
3:39 p.m. | Addendum from Steve Johnson and Slate: The Science of Eternal Sunshine
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I'm anguishing over the probability that I won't be making the trip to San Anton for C's this week. I want to make it, but what was a planned carpool of three is now, well, just me. I have a rooming option and a cheap car reserved for rental if I want it tomorrow night, but I have to decide tonight. The eleven-hour drive by myself and the promise of dropping $400+ (proceeding unfunded because I don't have anything required of me at the conference)--these factors are leaving me reluctant. As badly as I want to catch some of the panels, mingle with friends, lunch and dine with people I haven't seen for months (some, years), meet the bloggers on Wednesday night and so on, I'm doubting that I can pull it off.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
All the kids in the house clap your hands
*silence*
Ph. is 13 today. Drop the pre-teen rhetoric, old man. 
I remember reading to him from Shel Silverstein's Where the Sidewalk Ends at my folks' house in Raytown. First time we met. A poem called "Invisible Boy."
No, not tonight. But tomorrow I'll scrap together an entry telling what I can recall from last night's trip to the movie house. D. and I veered to the left (theater four - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind); Ph. and his pal went to the right (theater sixteen - 50 First Dates). Spotless Mind follows a premise of memory erasure, the collapse of detail, and so on. It's more complicated than that (a review tomorrow, he said!), but the promise of fade and crumble has me taking pictures of birthday dinner--so as to preserve it in this computer's pixelated coffer (and depending on your browser configuration, in yours) if not in the nerve endings and chemical stir upstairs. We may, like a cluster-spread of good, well-connected blog-writers and blog-readers, convene social memories, aggregating endlessly through a tired stretch of collective re-membering, of tonight's dinner and Ph.'s exodus from pure childhood.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Killing Time
K ill is a volleyball statistic (so is dig... a murderous sport, indeed). And I'm crouched in my noisy office today, hiding out from the poundacious, bangtastic bongo and hoot that is intercollegiate men's volleyball. Balls careen off the uninsulated walls; the splat of every hard spike is drowned by a basal oooh-aaah. And three matches are playing out within ear shot. Good thing I've got terrific work-study students to relieve me from being more proximate to the events, as in at the courtside.
After seeing Non Sequitur this morning, I've been having a look at human and animal image-dispositions at the following web sites: Nature | Wild America (Mungry: the speculatin' critter in the upper left! Will he eat the berry?) | CBS's Survivor Series.
But then I got caught up in comparing the alterations to the page designs from Borneo to All Stars. The banner graphics (the program's logos, if you will) tell a story, perhaps even tapping into grand narrative of colonialism or something like it. All of this could be the disturbing side-effect of too much coffee this morning, a McDonald's sandwich turning a pirouette in my tummy or the slap-racket in my percussion-tank office, but I have time to play around--so that's what I'm doing. Here are the graphic insignia, sequentially ordered, from the Survivor series.
And here's some of what I see. Borneo: no humans, no animals, light colors, watery lower panel. Australian Outback: a darkening, a roo in the rising sun, bouncing left, heat waves in lower panel. Africa: a giraffe following the roo's path, scraggly acacias on each side, grassy lower panel. Marquesas: jutted island, some kind of Tahitian mask (civilization?), watery lower panel. Thailand: temples surrounding a decorated elephant, red lower panel. Amazon: gigantic serpent and a toucan, serpent integrated into lower panel. Pearl Islands: ship silhouette, skulls, gold coins piled thick in the lower panel. All-Stars: human form, torch-bearing, generic natural landscape in the background. What do you notice?
When I began thinking about these panels as a narrative sequence, while also thinking about groovy assignments for the introduction to humanities class I teach, I also thought about Perry Miller's Errand Into the Wilderness (which I haven't completely read in the strict sense of page by page, word by word; know him for some of the sensational rhetoric stuff). Found a web site from CU-Denver that summarizes Miller's central theme in Errand thus:
"The End of the World" (217-39) William and Mary Quarterly 8.2 (April 1951): 171-91.
In this concluding "piece," Miller sums up his thesis:
"Can an errand, even an errand into the wilderness, be run indefinitely? To this question, it seems, Americans must constantly revert.... Can a culture, which chances to embody itself in a nation, push itself to such remorseless exertion without ever learning whether it has been sent on its business at some incomprehensible behest, or is obligated to discover a meaning for its dynamism in the very act of running? ... In the civilizations that emerged out of the primordial wilderness of Europe, this assurance solidified into the Christian eschatology; in that form it was brought to America, most energetically by the Puritans. Officially the doctrine of an end to the world has, of course, been professed by every denomination within the country, even when, as lately, some have striven to interpret it metaphorically. What will America do - what can America do - with an implacable prophecy that there is a point in time beyond which the very concept of a future becomes meaningless? Protestant America, as well as Catholic, has an implicit commitment to this event. What then happens to the errand?" (217) [emphases mine]
I don't have time to brush out the kinks or to trick around with much more today. Weather's too nice outside to keep puzzling over whether the grand narrative loosely suggested by the graphic sequence answers or somehow engages Miller's questions, and this crummy tournament is winding to a finish--last matches start at 2:00 p.m. There seems an interesting way of reading this sequence of images (and their telling, and the series of programs itself, perhaps) through Miller's notion that Christian civ. must foretell a material end whose details are unknown and that the promise of wilderness' end, of the cessation of travails and conquest, compel, in the purveyors of dominant culture continuation, an attraction to rhetorical/artistic refashionings of the grand narrative of conquest--as redesigned through an increasingly human-centered tale.
In simple terms, and because I fear that none of this makes sense, here's what I mean to suggest is the answer to Perry's question, "What happens to the errand?". My answer: Survivor. Quite a ramble spun out of a funny non sequitur.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
What's the frequency?
H ard to believe two days almost ticked by with no new words at blog. See, the new online term (Spring II) started on Monday, and I'm experimenting with a whole lot more writing in that forum. Trouble is, it's private. Behind closed portals. I could share my password (and I'm tempted; oh! how I'm tempted), but then an imposter could misrepresent me, variegate my teacherly persona. Who would that be good for?
Been busy as heck with teaching. EN106ers are pouring over Postman and
Agre. Our next essay is a kind of strange staged,
imagined dialogue between Postman, Agre and you (the person writing the
essay). We're reading Welcome
to the Always-On World, holding it up alongside Postman's middle-late
chapters, and looking for ways to laceweavemesh the texts. Today, students
suggested interests in disruptive technology (God forbid, cell phones in
church!), social networks (best friends online) and time-squeeze efficiency
models brought on by mobile gadgets. All of these themes bubble and churn
in Agre and Postman.
Feeling philanthropic, I picked up a few other volunteer teaching assignments this week, covering for a certain blogger you might know who's been on interviews lately. Job interviews, not the talk show circuit (I won't do it; I won't attempt the satire). So I picked up his section of LS301 this afternoon: one hour and fifteen minutes of really incredible student-lead discussion on the Childhood chapter from Building a Bridge to the 18th Century. We talked over the metaphors for childhood as a social construction: tabula rasa, plant organism and market. Good stuff. The most interesting moments came during one student's explanation of a local program called Exchange City which is like an urban simulation field trip for fifth graders where they effectively act like laborious adults. Others in the class had been through this program. Turns out one of the students in LS301 was once assigned to the assembly line--a factory job making checkbook covers--when she went to Exchange City in fifth grade. Now she aims to be a labor activist who lobbies for pay-production fairness.
Enough. I agreed to cover two other classes for Dr. Job-Marketeer tomorrow morning at eight and nine, and I'm not accustomed to coursing my Friday morning blood flow to teaching pace by eight o'clock. So I'll trick System with a jug of coffee. Gonna watch the last few splits of March Madness then hit the hay.
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Can Space Rip?
N PR's Fresh Air today featured Brian Greene, esteemed super string quantum theorist. He shared an interesting chat with Terry Gross from the program. I don't know much about physics, but I like to think about the ways scientific processes test language's reach. The FA interview has plenty of examples of this. Around the 25th minute of their talk (I was listening over the Internet on RealOne Player), Greene tries to describe the qualities of a spatial rip. He says it is possible for space to rip, to be separated into parts, while nothing comes between the bits of space. At the moment it becomes a muddle, I wonder whether it's a conceptual one or a linguistic one. Is it that we don't have the words sufficient to describe aspatial...gaps? Listen here.
Monday, March 15, 2004
On Ramps, Fences and Proctors
H eavy eyes and not a lot of time to post tonight. So here are a few things I'm reading alongside each other to round out (balloonishly round!) my prep for tomorrow morning's EN106 class session:
Mark Federman's essay, "The Cultural Paradox of the Global Village" (PDF) from the McLuhan Studies program at Toronto. I want to talk about the wheelbarrow anecdote as a like conveyance of Postman's "Invisible Technologies" pitch in c. 8 of Technopoly. Postman's chapter is all about the bent information of statistics and poll data. I'm mildly concerned that I'll have to jitterbug through the end section on management and systematized technique--as Postman calls it. It's a tough concept, and even though I'm rerereading it, it's more of a puzzler than some of the other stuff. Perhaps that's precisely where we should begin. Here's a snippet of the wheelbarrow story from Federman:
There’s a cute story about a man who, during wartime, would come to the country’s border with a wheelbarrow full of dirt. The border guard looked at the man’s papers and all was in order for him to cross. But the guard was certain the man was smuggling some sort of contraband in the wheelbarrow. So the guard took a shovel, poked around in the dirt, but found nothing. The man was allowed to cross.
The next week, the man once again comes to the border with a wheelbarrow full of dirt. Again, the border guard found that the papers were in order and dug through the dirt, but still found nothing. And again, the man was allowed to cross. Week after week, it was the same story: Man approaches the border with wheelbarrow full of dirt. Guard finds nothing of interest and the man crosses. At the end of the war, the guard sees the man and asks him: “Look, I know you were smuggling something across the border, but I could never find a thing hidden in the dirt. What were you smuggling all those years?” The man answered: “Wheelbarrows.”
And then (like so many fence posts thinly wired and roughly in a row) this from CNN via Scripting News: "Welcome to the 'new' Web, same as the 'old' Web." We're going to use it as a way to talk about web quests and exploratory exertion. Is RSS spoiling us? Complacency, so on. The CNN article returns to the info superhighway model to suggest that RSS feeds will serve as a different kind of "on-ramp." But I know when I lived in Detroit I generally had to accelerate on the on-ramp, despite the caution signs, because my survival in that context of pace and flow (I-696 W from Gratiot, 7 a.m. Monday morning) depended on it. Conversely, in KC, yield signs are, well, like stop signs. They actually mediate the traffic; in fact, it's quite common to see someone stopped on the on-ramp. In brief, there's plenty of variation in on-ramping; probably always will be. Not to mention the contraption whose pedal you're mashing: Yugo or Caddy, dial-up or Ether, on-ramping might have less to do with the ambitions of the driver than the technical machinery making it possible.
Speaking of fence posts, this bit from National Geographic News explains what Max, our ancient Yorkshire Terrier, has been failing to do on his trips to the yard for all these years. Why a failure? Well, for one, we still have the Christmas black cat hanging around the back porch. My only question for Max, which he won't hear because he tends to be tonally numb or, at the very least, indifferent, is: fencing in or fencing out?
And I have a student this term--the online term that started today--in HU211 who is on assignment in Uzbekistan. She slid me an email today asking who she should use for a proctor (on the final exam) in Uzbekistan. It's an intro to humanities course. Can't anyone proctor the exam? *Looking at the ceiling* I replied that I'd think about it, then flicked up a red flag in Outlook so I don't forget.
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Books I Didn't Buy On D's Birthday
W asn't planning to post since it's D's birthday. We already ate a bit-o-cake. Now the phone's ringing off the hook and The Practice is on commercial break, so I have a spare minute to put one together.
We did birthday morning at B&N; could've gone to Borders, but, says D., B&N has a better selection of books for kids. And it's D.'s birthday. Did I mention that? Here are the books I didn't buy at B&N (although I handled them, read parts, leafed and leafed, smiled at the idea of purchase):
Simulacra and Simulation - Baudrillard
Cod - Kurlansky
The Social Life of Information - Brown, Duguid
Couldn't justify buying them, not because they're not interesting or because I have too much to read already, but because a move might be on the horizon and, well, books are heavy. We already have a ton. Ton-and-a-half? For the next three months or until the crystal ball crystallizes, it's the library for me.
Another book story: This afternoon in Smithville, Mo., at Stampede's last game (ever?), I spent a few minutes in the second half digging in my coach's bag (you know, pens, pencils, a dry-erase marker board, first aid kit, whistles, note cards scribbled with practice scripts, a binder with birth certificates). I was rooting around for a copy of the National Federation of State High School Associations Simplified and Illustrated Basketball Rules for 2003-2004. I'm not usually one to fuss about officiating, but today got me riled. An abomination! I was this close || to book-crossing the unqualified duo, gifting them with the Simplified and Illustrated as one to remember us by in our last game of the season. Yep. That bad. But I refrained, remembered that if they weren't certified officials by now, they probably didn't aspire to be. And I'd be villainized as one of those coach/parents. And it wouldn't be worth the $4.50 I paid for the small, rule-filled pamphlet. But that's what was on my mind during a few minutes of the fourth quarter of the last game I might ever coach: doing a book-crossing for the refs with the Simplified and Illustrated. Maybe I should've. Then again, book-crossings aren't supposed to be mean spirited. Right?
Saturday, March 13, 2004
How Much Wood
M ost of the day chipping away on course updates. Spring II starts Monday. Have to switcharound the major project in intro to humanities. So I'll try a research question, annotated bib, and critical evaluation of one source--a kind of heavy research lurch, like when a train first moves from stationary, since that's all an eight week term allows. In other words, we aren't making it far up the tracks. I was looking at Humbul Hub and one of its links, Blackmask Online. And then this trickled through WPA-L, where I lurk fondly. Started to read it, but then I had to get lunch.
The kids did have their last practice this morning. And I messed around with Mozilla Firefox. Hell, at this hour, I'm quite a fan of its zippy front, and the aggreg8 extension is better--so far--than Pluck or Feedster. Yeah, still dabbling. Perpetuity.
Lastly, I noticed fragments bits and orts in the news of late. Plane pieces here and here (second via Preposterous Universe who had this to say about Rumsfeld's horrible paperweight). And it's the first instance of mishandled parts that I have more trouble understanding than the second one. Rumsfeld's gesture, after all, is a lot like the gross sentimentalizing and screw-bob keepsakes so many Americans cling to, like pieces of petrified wood charms from national parks, even though the signposts and good conscience tell us not to meddle, to touch nothing. But a black box in a file cabinet?
Friday, March 12, 2004
Oh Those Forgiving Zips
"It is enough for our purposes to say that what a word means is the missing parts of the contexts from which it draws its delegated efficacy" (Richards 35).
I promise this won't become a basketball driveller's weblog. But it's tournament time; the television's noise is turning a beat in my head, and it won't quiet until I attempt this entry. I saw Keith Dambrot's name scroll on the ticker Wednesday night, and I had to take it up. Why should Keith Dambrot matter to me? I hadn't had a thought about him in years. He was in his first year as the hoops coach at Central Michigan U. when I was a freshman in 1992. I tried out as walk-on. Didn't make the cut. Actually, nobody did. He didn't take one player from the tryout to add depth to his short bench that season. Just as well.
After two seasons, Dambrot was dumped (following protests) for tossing around "motivational" racial epithets during a halftime rant at Miami (Ohio), in the midst of a game when the Chippewas' former coach, Charlie Coles and his team were putting a whoopin' on CMU (a provocative entry on language control at Critical Mass). Who knows exactly how the talk came together in the locker room that night? According to what reports came of it, none of the players objected. Of course, in such power-loaded arrangements, open democratic discourse doesn't always surface. The awful terms of Dambrot's speech were leaked to the media and declared an event, a happening. The eventual ruling--Dambrot's ill-advised choice of words could cost him his job--rumbled through the academy as if on tsunami of free speech defense, countered by an undertow of good sense (sure, there's a lot more to it). Here I don't want to dodge the wave or diminish the exigency of free speech in the academy and beyond. But I do find it incredibly difficult to put faith in Dambrot's judgment, sensitivity, wherewithal, and suitability to return to such prominent coaching ranks. In short, I wouldn't want my son to play for him, and I guess that's the measure of my concern at this news. And it's why I was surprised to see that he was promoted to head coach at the University of Akron after one season--a mediocre season at that--with the Zips. It's got me wondering about how he recovered esteemed standing and privileged rank. I know he was incredibly successful as a coach at Ashland before heading to Mt. Pleasant and CMU, and I know his most recent stint was as an assistant for the high school program from which LeBron James turned to the NBA last year. Others from that high school team are freshmen at Akron this season.
I suppose it's worth noting that I've been thinking about Dambrot's recovery from an egregious linguistic past while reading the middle chapters in I.A Richards' The Philosophy of Rhetoric. It's the source of the line I dropped to lead this thing off. Richards is concerned, in places, with what he calls Usage Doctrine. About Usage Doctrine, he says this: "It can say and truly, for example, that we learn how to use words from responding to them and noting how other people use them" (54). From here, Richards sifts some important distinctions. One problem of acute conformity (narrow delineations of meaning) is "that it takes the senses of an author's words to be things we know before we read him, fixed factors with which he has to build up the meaning of his sentences as a mosaic is put together of discrete independent tesserae. Instead, [the senses] are resultants which we arrive at only through the interplay of the interpretive possibilities of the whole utterance" (55). This is challenging because, in one sense, we don't know Dambrot's "whole utterance." But it also applies to the sprawling significations of the utterance we do know, its exhausting range of meanings and usages which expose roots in hatred and inhumanity. More from Richards (on interanimation and sentence context, but I'm adapting it another way for the heckuvit): "But in most prose, and more than we ordinarily suppose, the opening words have to wait for those that follow to settle what they shall mean--if indeed that ever gets settled." I can't think of anything profound to write, but I have this: Meaning is conditioned by time and place. Semiotics and rhetorics bear, among many qualities, spatiality and temporality. And this, as I see it, undergirds Dambrot's hirability at Akron. He has a great local reputation in northeastern Ohio where his rhetorical legacy in mid-Michigan has been--in these ten years since--overhauled by a surprisingly powerful ethos, made over by social/regional heroism, a winning record in well-liked programs (this season at Akron excluded), and access to elite recruiting channels. And it is possible that he has done a whole lot more to transform his serious flub into a forgivable mistake. I don't know much about that, which is why the ticker-tape gave me pause. And which is why I'll watch with curiosity what develops in Akron, Ohio in the years ahead, knowing that I "have to wait for those that follow to settle what they shall mean--if indeed that ever gets settled."
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Pure Madness
I t's all set. Join in?
ESPN Women's Tournament Challenge
Yahoo! Men's Tournament Pick'em
Group: Bloggers Big Dance (ID# 15703 for Yahoo! only)
Password: ewm
Sign up by March 17.
I set up tournament groups on ESPN (women's tourney) and Yahoo! (men's tourney). Would you like to join? The groups are called Bloggers Big Dance (ID# 15703 for Yahoo! only) and the password is ewm. Shoot me an email if you have any questions: derekmueller at sbcglobal dot net. All are welcome, bloggers and non-bloggers alike. Each group will hold 50 people. What's at stake? Well, if the winner is a blogger, we should agree to laud the champ with comments. Otherwise, the winner gets abundant praise, admiration and bragging rights. Fair enough?
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
List-Listless-List-Listless-List
- L et's make an NCAA March Madness bracket-pool for bloggers. Takers? No monetary gambling. The stakes will be comments on the winner's blog. Don't figure I have a chance at picking the victors of many games. I like Stanford, Illinois and Memphis this year. First-round dancer: Illinois-Chicago.
- I appreciate the privacy argument for athletes who are subject to drug testing. But I also contend that we can't trust the sporting arena unless controls ensure drugs aren't affecting sports. I generate the random lists and help organize one of the few random drug testing programs in small college athletics. We hear plenty of arguments about the invasiveness of the test (a standard, five-panel DOT screening). We also hear a fair amount of praise for challenging drug use head on and affirming the performative integrity of our student-athletes.
- At a two hour follow-up meeting with the document-imaging people today, I noticed that the five laptops at the conference table corresponded in quality to the authority of the personnel using the equipment. There were five reps from the doc-imaging company, five reps from the University. To my left, the person with the most authority sat at a glitzy IBM Thinkpad; her assistant plunked in notes on a newish Dell; the three others moused around on run-of-the-mill Compaqs. Should we be concerned at their hardware disunity? Or the irony in leafing through an eighty-page paper plan for paperless workflow?
- Ph., who will turn 13 in ten days, asked me what I thought about helping him start a weblog. His older friends have been carrying on about ejournaling. Dunno, I said. Just plain don't know. *Can I read it?*
- I think my C's carpool evaporated today. One of the riders ducked out because of too much other travel in the weeks ahead. Plan B? Damn, it's going to cost a lot of chips to catch a flight at this late date. It was going to be a long drive from KC to San Antonio (but a comfy one, thanks to good friends at the car rental place). I planned on taking in a few sessions, bumming up and down the Riverwalk, maybe blogging the conference a bit, for the heck of it. What now?
- Halfway through Spring Break now, so why am I more tired and more disorganized than I was on Monday. Theoretical down-time gets turvied into catch-up time, time to work on my long list of stuff to do. I'm getting a lot done, and idle time makes me stir crazy, so I guess there's no problem with having a week off from teaching to get a few other things in order.
Tuesday, March 9, 2004
I'm George W. Bush and I approved this massage.
D id you see Capricorn One--the movie about the staged mission to Mars? I looked it up, learned that it came out in 1978, that it got mixed reviews. It was one of the only action movies on laser discs at the house of a childhood friend where I often slept over on Friday nights. We watched Capricorn One probably thirty or forty times. Thinking back, I can't remember anything about the quality of the movie (granted, I was nine or ten by the time we were watching it on disc). But I do remember the premise: the mission to Mars was faked, and the government and the media were complicit in the scheme. McLuhanesque, eh?
The movie has come to mind a time or two in recent months, reminders brought on by an actual Mars landing (it did happen, right?), the whole WMD spinabout (audio-taps detailing uranium transactions), and now, the launch of Bush's ad campaign. Notably, his first ads are generating considerable hubbub because they make full use of staging and arrangement. Because they're foregrounded by the President's voice making promises about his belief in the American people, there builds a complex problem of discernment: how much to believe. I came across this from MSNBC (via I Know What I Know. I Sing What I Said.):
Another less-publicized aspect of the ad flap: the use of paid actors—including two playing firefighters with fire hats and uniforms in what looks like a fire station. "Where the hell did they get those guys?" cracked Harold Schaitberger, president of the International Association of Fire Fighters, which has endorsed John Kerry, when he first saw the ads. (A union spokesman said the shots prompted jokes that the fire hats looked like the plastic hats "from a birthday party.") "There's many reasons not to use real firemen," retorted one Bush media adviser. "Mainly, its cheaper and quicker." FULL ARTICLE
Cheaper and quicker, indeed. So how do we whittle out the believable, authentic bits from the spin? Of course, I don't find the ads the least bit compelling. They're politically unmoving. I watch them out of curiosity because they're defining pop culture and creating a media stir. And they're funny. I laugh aloud at the line, "I'm George W. Bush and I approved this message." I know it's become a mantra of ownership among the leaders politic, but it's so flimsy. Does it mean the Prez previewed the ad? Revised its content? Levied critical, reflexive input to its production? Whatever the case, it's hard to regard it as serious, responsible and emblematic of the best national leadership we can drum up in '04. Don't want to seem jaded, but voting is beginning to feel more like damage control than a championed, contributory process.
Monday, March 8, 2004
Rugknots and Tardig
S
aturday morning was unusual; it was the first Saturday morning without a
basketball practice since late October. To fill the time, we made a family
outing to
midtown KC, picked up a few things at Wild Oats, an organic grocer,
then headed over to Waldo on a whim. See, we got a certificate for a
Persian rug from A.--a good friend who runs a gallery in south-central Kansas
City, just beyond the Plaza and the campus of UMKC. We don't get over
there often; in fact, we hadn't been in at least a year. Originally from
Persia, just before it switched to Iran in '35, A., now 80-something, gifted us
a generous certificate for a 3x5 carpet from his shop; we've put off the visit
for the past seven months because of the chaos of our incongruent
schedules.
A life-long chemist by trade, A. wasn't at the shop. His son-in-law, J., was filling in. He called A. on the phone, handed it off to me. A. and I visited for a few minutes, much like we used to, back when I was an undergraduate ghostwriting monthly letters to antique dealers on his behalf. We met because he and his late wife, P., were alums of my alma mater; I was the recipient of the first award named for his wife, the first recipient after her passing. And I thanked him with a letter. He invited me to lunch at the Kabob House, and so on. Over the phone, A. said he was disappointed to miss us Saturday, but he hoped we would return this week to have lunch with him. He was giving a talk on chemistry to a group of boy scouts in the afternoon. Couldn't be at the gallery Saturday for that reason.
J. showed us the 3x5 rugs in the shop. A new shipment is scheduled for tomorrow--A. already encouraged me to come back then--but J. wanted to familiarize us with the inventory, with the factors that might affect our choice. And nobody else was in the place; we had time. I don't have a strong handle on the discourse surrounding Persian rugs. They are named by region, and the regions are subtle, varying from town to town. The rugs signify an incredibly rich range of details--about the makers, the pace and process of making, the quality of wool, the colors of die, the age of the piece, the elevation and climate of the environment in which it was made, and the disposition of the maker(s) to symmetry and structure, both in art, and as J. suggested, in civic ideology (where regional variation might be best polled through knot patterns). I know this last bit seems like a stretch, but as D. and I listened to J. talk for twenty or thirty minutes on Saturday morning, I thought about the importance of reading Middle Eastern (as in East-Turkish, Armenia, Iranian, Afghani, Pakistani, Iraqi) cultures through art-objects such as knotted wool rugs. This seemed like a promising, humanistic alternative to the predictable, often villainizing droll sent through major Western news media.
So we just listened about the rugs as J. told us that Western buyers generally preferred tidy symmetries, neat symbolic systems (depictions of leaves, flowers, balanced shapes), and complimentary color schemes. He said it was a European notion to hang a rug as a piece of art, and that rugs were commonly collaborative household or neighborhood projects produced for short-term economic reward (spare money for this or that). He compared these dynamics to manufactured rugs coming from India and China. These rugs ship in batches that often follow an identical pattern. They're all hand-made, but the wool is a lower quality (again, in J.'s opinion), which is why A.'s gallery doesn't carry any such items. A couple of examples he showed us were really peculiar; one was 35 inches on one end and 42 inches on the other end. It had a broken border and different colored dies--evidence, J. said, that it was probably a training rug where younger makers were learning to knot or where the rug sat idle for long interruptions, long breaks.
We left Saturday and headed to the Kabob House (it's on Wornall and 87th or so), filled up on Kansas City's best joojeh kabob, barg, and tardig (crusted rice, bottom of the pot) topped with vegetable stew. And the house dressing is simply dill weed, olive oil and lemon juice. I could drink it. But then I wouldn't need the tea, which is best taken with an occasional sugar cube. Oh, and the ground sumac peppered generously on top of it all. That's it. I'm going to call A. and go back tomorrow.
Sunday, March 7, 2004
Top-Shelf A&P
A new local grocery store celebrated its grand opening earlier this week. Today was my turn for getting the food that will fuel our upcoming week, so after Ph.'s scrimmage (is there such a problem as basketball poison? My hoops toxicity level is at an all time high!), he and I popped in at the glitzy Price Chopper to see what all of the hooha was about. It's Spring Break--what do I need more than beer and Ruffles? And beef jerky for snacks between high-carb meals? I spend more money when I shop a store for the first time. I went in today knowing that I would pick up a few extra things. It comes down to new ways of seeing products, I think. Or maybe it results from new products. I'm a ritual grocery shopper. Aisle by tedious aisle, I usually stroll through Bressette's Sun Fresh every other Sunday picking out the bare essentials for meals. But in a new store, like the one we shopped today, I discover unforeseeable combinations. Like at the deli counter for example, I picked up a pound of chicken barbeque for sandwiches tonight, since the Sunday evening meal is the start of the new weekly cycle. Barbeque, brussels sprouts and various pickled garnishes--cukes and beets. Why not?
The store: like all new stores, it was a spectacle of consumptive splendor. High shelves, bright lights, and none of the dusty, uncirculated products nobody ever buys--such as blue corn chips or ham and bean box meals. Surprising sight: two men wheeling laptop carts with corded scanner wands through the aisles--different aisles--to record the inventory and inform the backroom about barren shelves. When I worked in a grocery, we actually pulled all of the back stock onto the floor during the night, force-shelved as much as would fit, then carted it all back. Night after night. That was twelve years ago.
When we approached the check-out, I saw three familiar students scanning groceries. I chose lane nine where B., a student from Nairobi who I got to know last semester, was pushing clientele and their products through the line. I met B. in a class called Reading and Culture for International Students. And now, today, in our new local Price Chopper, I felt my teaching shrink momentarily. Although it was bent on critical reading and cultural critique, something about the experience of reading American culture through the checkout line, through the products and purchasing habits of the upwardly affluent and economically safe (right, why was I shopping there?), well, it seemed unusually powerful, unusually telling.
It's not a bad store, as stores go. Unlike others places where I tried them once and never went back, the Price Chopper up the street has potential to attract my bi-weekly stroll-grab. Heck, they even have Vernors (Michigan native ginger ale; I had it every time I was sick as a kid--every time).
Saturday, March 6, 2004
E Pluribus Trivium
I wrapped up Scholes' Rise and Fall on Monday morning while I was waiting in the auto shop. Since then, I've been reconsidering it from a distance--the full displacement brought on by a hearty paper load, full-time work, and other important stuff-o-life. I keep coming back to a few basic ideas set up by Scholes in chapter four, "A Flock of Cultures." Throughout, Scholes uses a split chapter system, so, for example, chapter four has a postlude called "assignment four" in which he details--in practical terms--an application of much of the theorizing he summons in the early portion of the chapter. Before the "assignment" section, he proposes a design for a general education curriculum parsed into grammar, dialectic and rhetoric. Scholes introduces this threesome under the heading, "A Trivial Proposal." He's having fun with the connotations of "trivial," enlisting it as something of lesser consequence (than the Western Civilization and Great Books canonical approaches) and also as a modern resurrection of the medieval model for foundational education--the basis preceding advanced scholarship in "arithmetic, geometry, astronomy and music." He explains the subtle differences between each of the course-types. For grammar, a course called "Language and Human Subjectivity" would comb over pronoun usage and alienation in language structures. A second grammar course would concern "Representation and Objectivity." Anthropological perspective, ethnography, the objective discourses pervasive in the observational sciences: these would be done up in this second grammar course. For rhetoric, he suggests a course on "Persuasion and Mediation," which "would obviously include the traditional arts of manipulation of audiences but would also point toward the capacities and limits of the newer media, especially those that mix verbal and visual textuality to generate effects of unprecedented power" (125). To round this one out--and because Scholes spends relatively little time on it--I would toss in technology.
Til now, I've summarized Scholes, little more. I still have to wrestle with his course concerning dialectic. He dubs the course "System and Dialetcic." The purpose is philosophical grounding, critical positioning, reason and logic, historical antecedents, and leverage in rich, complex, and intertwined discursive legacies. Good enough. But this brings me back to something Scholes writes about Hegel earlier in the chapter, and it brings me back with a sense of thin (okay, nano-thin, but even nanotechnology can achieve conduction.) connection to parts of what Collin wrote the other day, especially on deference to "the field" or "the discipline" of Composition Studies. From Scholes:
As I have already partly indicated, I believe that our tendency to speak in terms of Western Civ is derived from the degeneration of Hegelian ideas into the repertory of "common sense." I call this a degeneration because, in this passage from systematic thought to folk wisdom, Hegel's ideas have been separated from the rationale that drove them. By putting them back in their Hegelian context, I hope to show both what they have lost in this transition and how we shall have to adapt and modify them to make them useful again for curricular purposes. Let me begin this complex process by pointing out that for Hegel the idea of studying the West without the East would be ludicrous. The basic principle involved here is Hegel's view of history as a dialectical process, in which the new always results from the negation and sublation of the old, in which certain elements of the old are retained within the new synthesis. By seeing the West as the dialectical heir to the East, Hegel incorporates understanding of the East as a necessary part of the study of Germanic (or Western) culture. (114)
From here, I don't want to ratchet into too-tight conclusions; this is a tentative think-through--one that I hope carries over into more questions for other days. It's just that "negation and sublation" are variously deliberate (active) and inadvertent (passive), but they're paramount to the dialectic process of forward-moving transformations informed by history. Taken another way, I suppose we could call them corrosive to our sense of shared values (about best practices, say), of a social network, or to the field or the discipline, set apart by "its own momentum and character as an organization." I've typed right up to a crossroads here--one that I know needs more deliberation, more consideration. It's just that Scholes is whispering "dialectic," as I'm reading Milgram, reading "agentic shift." Scholes is winking me back to this passage on Hegel (which rings of authority, canon, discipline, globalism), and I'm trying to play along, sputtering at times, but trusting that this will come together, that a refined understanding will come about from this search. And maybe Scholes is there because, in proximal terms, he was there most recently--Monday--as I read and waited for the oil change. Will he still be there tomorrow? Will Hegel? Will the East? Abstraction and shift, abstraction and shift. To what end?
A few more quick notes on Scholes and his curricular trivium. I like many things about it, and I see ways that much of it is already taking good form in the FY sequence, upper division WI courses, and interdisciplinary parternships. The model left me with questions about how composition already marries the trivium into a single course. All three parts, in effect, share writing. Or writing shares them. Either way, the composition classroom is where all of this is going on at once, yes? The other angle of my critique of Scholes--and I noted it earlier--is the rather buried issue of technology in his plan.
Friday, March 5, 2004
Math is dead. Long live math.
F riday evening. Lugging the end-of-term grading load has rendered me too tired to report on the first fifty pages of Milgram's Obedience to Authority. I picked up a dusty copy from the library shelf yesterday morning after class. Found time to read some over coffee this morning. Collin's entry is helping me think about agentic shift from several different angles. More on that sometime this weekend, I hope.
For now, I just want to share a comment Ph. made when he got home this afternoon. He and I have been spending late afternoons before D. gets home from student-teaching, working on math. The latest feat: drilling through multiplying and dividing mixed fractions. So today he mentioned that they've started a new section--repeating decimals. He summarized the lesson: "you just put a line over the number to show that it keeps going forever."
Forever? Wha?! We traded one of our usual banters where I act surprised by something taught in the school. It's not a serious, deep, or undercutting skepticism (usually); it's more of a game meant to tease out the lessons, to reinforce the in-school learning. So I asked him what forever means in mathematical terms. "If you couldn't use the overline to show that it goes forever, when would it end? It can't really go on endlessly, can it?"
Ph.: Probably not.
Me: So when do you think a repeating decimal ends?
Ph.: When math is dead, I guess.
Me: *nothing to say...long pause* That's an answer I won't argue
against.
Thursday, March 4, 2004
Free Kick on Zeno's Field, or It Doesn't Matter Who's Tending Goal
[Another soundtrack audio-blaring: O Brother, Where Art Thou?]
It occurs to me as I set out to key this entry that some things don't belong here at EWM, some things should be off the edge of this weblog in a less public space. How will I know when I've crossed the line--fumbled in poor taste by revealing something inappropriate? Dunno. Dunno. I'll listen for the uncomfortable silence then.
About work: another busy week. Eighth of eight in spring I online courses, which means a heaping inflow of student writing from the accelerated term is jamming my email box--but like coldstiff milkshakes to a small straw, this too shall pass. Ease will be restored. Next week is spring break.
I've been talking about sports during the day; it's one of my jobs to keep two fingers on the pulse. Latest: there's talk of a formal violation of the NAIA Coaches Code. Specifically this:
I will ever keep before the students under my direction the high ideals, honesty, sincerity, and integrity which have made our nation great. I will not encourage, or ever tolerate, any form of trickery or evasion of rules in order to gain an advantage over an opponent.
Broken. Rules are rules! I've been reading the coaches code, smiling quietly to myself at their morph and moralizing, but taking very seriously that someone can formally allege a breach of this code. I shouldn't disclose more details yet, but I can say that I find the language in the code surprising. Why? Well, coaching is premised on gaining an advantage over an opponent. I've witnessed plenty of instances of coaches encouraging the "evasion of rules in order to gain an advantage over an opponent." This happens every time a coach argues with a referee about a call, and since it's so purely interpretive, so purely perceptual, it's a system rife with manipulations and stunts. And the part about "made our nation great"? Did I mention that the NAIA includes a few Canadian institutions? Wild, indeed.
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Stampede, the seventh grade basketball club I coach, is near its dissolution. The season has tapered to a close for the Blue Team; the Green Team has two games left. Around here, the kids join their school teams in eighth grade, so my work is almost complete. I've been booking my winters solid with coaching this group for the last four years; it's a relief that it's coming to an end. I've grown to disdain the spectacle and pressure asserted on the whole scene. Club basketball is cut-throat. I don't want to preach on this issue, but I keep coming back to a simple perspective about learning and development: free play. In other words, the sporting arena for these kids has been pressurized, conditioned into an ultra-formal site where ritual, uniformity and spectacle squelch fun and accidental passions for playing. Makes me think of spoilation and loss in Percian terms. IMHO, twelve-year-old kids who don't have their bodies yet (do we ever?!) should not be cut from a sport. Period.
My boss, C., and I had a chat the other day about the erosion of sports programs in public school systems. Around here, many high school students are choosing to compete for clubs outside the school system. The clubs, it turns out, aren't confined by state high school athletic associations. They're freer to play more contests year round, and many parents see it as a ticket to a more promising athletic future. In Johnson County, Kan., where he lives, he's watched soccer fields spring up en masse. He talked about the more than two thousand soccer players whose families choke roadways carpooling to the fields each weekend. The traffic has been picking up for the twelve years he's lived near the fields. Olathe and Overland Park are regionally known for premier soccer clubs. But the scale--funding, transportation, paid coaches, etc.--seems to instill a sense of entitlement in athletes at a younger age. Does it really elevate the level of play? To what end? Are well-funded, private, suburban sports clubs turning out high quality athletes? Anyway, that was the premise our talk. C., a former NBAer who's been coaching for 25 years, suggested we'll see more and more public schools turning to pay-to-play arrangements (which exploit economic gaps and proliferate spirits of entitlement) or, worse(?), dropping sports programs altogether.
Wednesday, March 3, 2004
Agentic Shift
*clicking persistently, feverishly because this stupid computer is so slow*
Not really. That was one example of Milgram's "agentic shift" from class yesterday. It was one of the more interesting sessions we've had this semester. I referred students to chunks of Postman's chapter on "The Ideology of Machines: Computer Technology." They collaborated to generate questions for their chunk, which, after fifteen or so minutes, was passed into the hands of the next group who took up the work of mustering a response. A rich discussion spun out of this simple arrangement: "computer" as it referred to a person who computes (pre-1940), voice bots and sometimes-undetectable artificial intelligence, the technopolist ideology that relishes human-as-machines models of efficiency, generally subscribing to the view that we are at our best when we are most functionally productive (no excess) and refined in our acts (without waste or deviation).
I'm still trying to get a grip on the idea of "agentic shift." I haven't read Milgram's Obedience to Authority: An Experimental View (1974). So it's only a best guess that agentic shift is a rhetorical event. Is it more than displaced agency? Shirked responsibility? Does it flourish in the technological high tide?
I'm wondering about this especially as it seems to relate to video gaming. I want to be careful what I say because I'm not up on the latest buzz in video game studies--only know that they're here. But if agentic shift is, as Postman calls it (acknowledging Milgram), the name of the process "whereby humans transfer responsibility for an outcome from themselves to a more abstract agent," then video gaming, and maybe all encounters with technical machinery, fit. So maybe it's possible to have a group agentic shift (a collective of transference?), in which the group *thinking social software here* transfers responsibility to an abstract agent-authority: the software. Is this too much of a reach from Milgram's Yale experiments or does this simply affirm--in a modern context--what Milgram proved forty years ago?
Monday, March 1, 2004
One Fell Off and Bumped His Head
I n a coffee shop this morning, I waited patiently while the Fordists (hey, it's a Ford, where else am I going to take it) tapped and prodded my vehicle, changing out the oil and detailing it through a DMV inspection. Need to renew the tags, and someone with authority and license has to sign the paper affirming everything (except the driver) is road safe. Torn wiper blades and a burnt-out tail light. WTF! You'd be sick on my behalf if I told you how much they charged. I had to have the inspection--today.
But I was at a coffee shop walking distance from the car shop. I was sipping on some exotic, way-too-strong coffee. You know the kind that's so potent it makes your tongue feel dry? That's the kind of coffee I was drinking. Empty place, since it's Monday morning, eight o'clock. I was reading Scholes. Chapter four: A Flock of Cultures. All about the etymology of canon and Hegel's brand of history and problems with Great Books and conceptions of Western Civilization. It turns to suggestions for curricular design, and I've been meaning all day to write about it, to expand the few notes I scribbled down. Maybe tomorrow.
It was an empty place, but a dad and his young daughter (guessing at the relationships) took seats at the table next to me. The girl was two-ish, chiming through songs (like the one about a crowd of monkeys jumping on the bed--see entry title). The dad was fumbling with a huge brownie (breakfast?), dividing it into adult and child-sized portions. Now that I'm writing this, I can't remember exactly why I thought this was relevant to Scholes, to my day, the oil change, or you.
So I think it was the daughter's sense of unfairness in the brownie apportionment. She was really young, but she knew immediately that her dad was eating the bigger piece of the brownie. She kept asking him, "Da, why you eating da big one?" And he tried to answer, "Because I'm hungry." And she asked again. He tried a different answer, "Because it is yummy." She kept asking. Geez. So I was eavesdropping, but they were only four feet away, and I was still reading Scholes with most of my attention. Her curiosity was incredibly persistent, and it became more emphatic on the word "big." "Da, why you eating da big one?" He didn't say, "Because I'm big, too." You know, spatial relationships, proximity, size: early (and lasting) understandings of social justice.
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